REAL TALK !!!!!!!

Hello everyone,
I know I haven't wrote in a while but I really needed to let off steam,
I am writing about a prayer that i had ... i heard when i was praying that people need deliverance everyday due to pain and heartache and other major things, but if we never let these things go we will never be truly free we will always have some kind of bondage keepin us bond,..
That is one of the tricks of the adversary unforgiveness that's the root,..
when you truly can forgive others of their transgressions against you ..you are being delivered from people.
The biggest problem with humans we hold grudges which brews hate which forms cancer in our vessels.
 if we pray and truly pray you will hear YAH say let it go, release it into my hands and leave it all on the altar.
if he says that why in the world do we pick it back up, NO TRUST THAT'S WHY
Our nature as in human nature is truly flawed,,, and we claimed to be this and that but deep down there are still areas in our lives that need to be freed... our minds play a big part in our deliverance ...WHY ... its because we always replay things over and over again.. never really throwing things into the sea of forgetfulness,,
We will let things brew and brew and never talk about it because its always a debate...
When your heart is saddened and grieved because of these issues pray protection upon your life... because the adversary has provoked you and now you have fallen into a depressed state see how he is TRYING TO KILL YOU with everything he can...Satan will use the closest people to hurt you so bad you feel like walking away forever.
Recognize he wants to get you alone so he can take you out,,, beat you up so good that you have no strength in the (spirit) Ruach
Think about when its close to the Sabbath or Holy Days here the attacks are huge.. but until you channel your strength in praying for real... things will change.
See sometimes we pray for things and Yah is like DO UNTO OTHERS 
How do you want to be treated ...Are you a good samaritan or are you just like the one that walks over the one in need...
See we think the problem is everyone else when it starts with YOU.. and you alone 
You can never claim to be a Saint or Hebrew being double tongued...
that's like wavering in faith,
we must live what we teach to the fullest and stop being so judgemental ..
about everything 
this is where the problems are we suppose to treat our neighbors like we want to be treated but its always predicated on what the person has or has not done to us or for us
Why so much double standard if Yah has no respect of person why do we ,,,

I know i maybe rambling but this is very necessary to release this, Cant hold on to things to long
we forget to apply the scriptures like don't let the sun go down in your wrath why does it say that, because you may not wake up and there lies unforgiveness in the soul now how can Yah forgive us when we make a mistake ... we must forgive to be forgiven.
but that's to much like doing the right thing.
we have to keep mumbling and complaining going around the same mountains...of egypt... until WHEN ? ITS TOO LATE

We say we love Yah, then trust and obey... OF COURSE DON'T LET PEOPLE WALK OVER YOU LIKE A DIRTY MAT but you must get past the hurt that was caused no matter if it was a stranger, family or friend ... 
YAH WILL REPAY... LIVE AND LET GO.... LIVE AND LET GO
Yah will fight the battles of his people and as long as you are walking in his ways and keeping his commandments HE HEARS YOUR EVERY CRY AND EVERY PRAYER ...Be steadfast and unmovable in all things...
Arrogance and Pride is not an option... Whatever you give out you will get in return... DO GOOD to those who despitefully use you... Heaping hot coals upon them.. Stop ...JUST Do
Read and Understand.. Pray and ASK FOR WISDOM 
FORGIVE SO YOU CAN BE FORGIVEN
TANYA FORD-McKIVER
(Nava Gavriella Yisreal)